DREAMS OF NAM

Vividly in color, they appear almost every night
Leaving me momentarily devastated in fright
Reaching for my weapon, quickly I awake
To a room full of stillness and gently I shake.

My bedroom light verifies there's no one but me
Only in my dreams lie these terrors I see
That war in Nam has long since gone
I am finally in America and safely at home.

These are only dreams from yester-year
There is no danger; I should have no fear.
God, help me make it through another night
Please, illuminate my soul with your light

For in the darkness of my mind and soul
Lies a beast that I can barely control
God be my "Point Man" and show me the way
Guide my steps safely and leave Nam far away.

©Copyright July 9, 2001 by Loyde P. Arender

Dedicated to all veterans who vividly remember the horrible memories of war and who in some degree might suffer from PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder).